The new semester begins.The first lesson is mathemetical economics. A little confused but still can understand. The real strike is the advanced econometrics I took afternoon. Those metrix and theorem make me only can write down them in the notebook without anyunderstanding. Sweater around my forehead and stomach sunk to the buttom.Until the half of the lesson I came to myself a little bit. Maybe I can do much better when I took that lesson a second time. Tomorrow we will take the lesson about Karl Marx's Capital. I just spent a hour read half of the very short introduction series on him. Hoping I can deal with that lesson better than today.
I even doubt myself for really fitting to take the academic career with interest regardless my capability,which troubled me since the afternoon.Then at evening I did a weird search to find out peers of the competition I took at high school.They used to be my rivals in sense and beat me at that time. I found out most of us not as good as we thought we would. Some of my peers,though they all qulified for the exam-free to college, turn out only in some unkown institution and dim. There once was a moment we may thought we really something. But maybe that is not right for everyone . Even not right for me . But I will persist.
When in the class, I also thought something about the memory. It turn out someone much beautiful in memory than in reality.I thought of a theory which I can't rememer when and where have read said we always reconstruct our memory to adjust the need and the reality. Never believe what you remeber and what you thought.
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